1 / What did I learn last week?
THERE IS ALWAYS A CHANCE TO BEGIN AGAIN. IT MAY NOT LEAD ANYWHERE, BUT THE OPPORTUNITY IS STILL THERE FOR YOU TO GRASP.
2 / What was my greatest accomplishment over the past week?
NOT ENDING UP IN THE E.R. BUT ONLY BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE TO DRIVE MYSELF ROUGHLY 40 MILES IN MY DEATH MOBILE WITH NO TAGS...
3 / Which moment from last week was the most memorable and why?
THE RANDOM EMAIL AND TEXT FROM THE BOY I CRUSHED HARD ON WHEN I WAS 15, BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DRAWN TO HIM BUT NEVER HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO REALLY CONNECT.
4 / What’s the #1 thing I need to accomplish this week?
THE ESSAY DUE IN 25 HOURS THAT I. DO. NOT. WANT. TO. WRITE.
5 / What can I do right now to make the week less stressful?
WRITE THE DAMN ESSAY.
6 / What have I struggled with in the past that might also affect the upcoming week?
D. WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE I WANT TO BE THERE FOR THEM. I DO NOT LIKE BEING FORCED TO TURN MY BACK ON PEOPLE, BUT A PERSON CAN ONLY HURT YOU SO MUCH BEFORE YOU HAVE TO SAY, 'NO MORE.' IT IS STILL DIFFICULT THOUGH. I AM VICIOUSLY LOYAL TO MY FRIENDS AND SUCH SO IT GOES AGAINST EVERYTHING THAT I AM TO TURN AWAY.
7 / What was last week’s biggest time sink?
FACEBOOK AS USUAL. I AM IN DIRE NEED OF PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
8 / Am I carrying any excess baggage into the week that can be dropped?
NOPE. IT'S ALL PRETTY DAMN IMPORTANT.
9 / What have I been avoiding that needs to get done?
PACKING EVERYTHING UP AND FIGURING OUT HOW TO SELL OFF THE BIGGER STUFF!
10 / What opportunities are still on the table?
UM. WHAT'S AN OP POR TUN ITY??? THIS IS A FOREIGN WORD TO ME. EXPLAIN. LOL!
11 / Is there anyone I’ve been meaning to talk to?
D AND MY MOM. I AM AVOIDING THEM BOTH DUE TO EMOTIONAL SURVIVAL TACTICS.
12 / Is there anyone that deserves a big ‘Thank You’?
F. HE'S BEEN A RAY OF SUNSHINE AMID A VERY DARK TORNADO OF SHIT.
13 / How can I help someone else this coming week?
I AM ALWAYS OPEN TO HELP ANYONE THAT I CAN, SO TIME WILL TELL I SUPPOSE.
14 / What are my top 3 goals for the next 3 years?
LOVE, HOME, JOY.
15 / Have any of my recent actions moved me closer to my goals?
I HOPE SO.
16 / What’s the next step for each goal?
OK THIS IS ASKING A LOT. I LIVE A LIFE OF NON-STOP SIDE-SWIPES AND BLOWS TO THE BACK, SO I NEVER KNOW WHAT IS NEXT, THEREFORE I CAN NOT PRE-DETERMINE STEPS ANYMORE. ALTHOUGH, I AM A VERY METHODICAL PERSON BY NATURE, SO THIS KILLS ME.
17 / What am I looking forward to during the upcoming week?
HANGIN WITH F AFTER PROBABLY 30 YEARS.
18 / What are my fears?
TOO MUCH HOPE AND TRUST AND BEING FAR SICKER THAN I CAN HANDLE.
19 / What am I most grateful for?
NOT WANTING TO DIE AT THE MOMENT. IT HAS BECOME THE MONKEY ON MY BACK, SO THE RESPITE FEELS GOOD. OF COURSE NOW I AM WORRIED I MIGHT BE SICK AND DIE, SO GO FIGURE.
20 / If I knew I only had one week to live, who would I spend my time with?
DUH, MY KIDS. ALWAYS MY LOVED ONES. ALWAYS.