Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Aries Daily horoscope for December 3, 2013

Aries Daily horoscope for December 3, 2013

The seas are calm today, you have a gentle wind in your sails and the world is your oyster. Even if you require assistance, others will come to your rescue with exactly the skills and resources you need. If someone offers help, don't exhibit false pride; acknowledge your predicament and say yes. Ultimately, being thankful for whatever generosity you receive now allows everyone to feel good about participating in your success.

AH... BUT WILL ANY OF THEM FOLLOW THROUGH? THAT IS THE TRUE QUESTION. SO FAR IT HAS BEEN A SINGLE-HANDED JOURNEY WITHOUT ANY 'ASSISTANCE' FROM ANY ONE OF THE MANY WHO OFFERED IT, OR THE ONES WHOM I HAVE BEEN THERE TO HELP AS WELL...(D...) IT SEEMS THAT I AM AT EVERYONE ELSES BECK AND CALL. IF THEY NEED HELP IT IS ALWAYS UNDER THEIR TERMS. IF I NEED HELP, IT IS UNDER THEIR TERMS. IF THEY NEED HELP AND I AM UNABLE TO GIVE AS MUCH AS THEY EXPECT, THEN I HAVE FAILED THEM SOMEHOW. IF I NEED HELP AND THEY MAKE PLANS TO HELP BUT THEN DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH, IT IS EXPECTED THAT THEY NOT ONLY BE FORGIVEN, BUT THAT I SHOULD APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT THEY ARE GRACING ME WITH THEIR PRESENCE. BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, I SHOULD FEEL PRIVILEGED TO BE THEIR MULE OR SAVIOUR IN THEIR TIMES OF NEED. I LOVE HELPING OTHERS. IT FEEDS ME WHEN THERE IS APPRECIATION WITHOUT DEMANDS, BUT IT IS SOUL SUCKING WHEN TAKEN BY THOSE THAT CARE NOT BEYOND THEMSELVES. I AM DRAINED AND YET I CONTINUE TO WANT TO BE THERE FOR OTHERS. SILLY ME. I JUST LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT, SO I TRY TO SHOW IT AND LEAD BY EXAMPLE. I DON'T THINK ANYONE CARES THESE DAYS ABOUT EXPANDING THEIR LOVE AND AWARENESS FOR OTHERS THOUGH.

I SHOULD ADD THAT THERE HAVE BEEN OFFERS OF HELP BY PEOPLE THAT WOULD HAVE PROBABLY KEPT THEIR WORD, BUT THESE WERE OFFERS FROM MEN THAT SHOWED INTEREST IN ME THAT WAS NOT RECIPROCATED IN THE ROMANTIC FASHION. I STRUGGLE BETWEEN WHAT I NEED AND INTEGRITY. I DON'T ASK THESE PEOPLE FOR THE HELP I NEED BECAUSE I CAN'T FACE FEELING LIKE AN ASSHOLE. I DON'T WANT TO USE ANYONE THE WAY I HAVE BEEN USED AND I CERTAINLY DON'T WANT TO HURT ANYONE THE WAY I HAVE BEEN HURT. AND THE WORLD OF ROMANCE TODAY IS UGLY ENOUGH. I DON'T WANT TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE EXPERIENCES OF GOOD MEN BY CREATING A NEGATIVE CONNECTION. JUST BECAUSE I AM A LOST CAUSE IN LOVE DOES NOT MEAN I HAVE TO ACCEPT THAT FOR EVERYONE ELSE, AND BECOME A CUNT MYSELF. HARSH WORD, I KNOW BUT REALLY HAVEN'T MOST MEN AND WOMEN BECOME PRICKS AND CUNTS? PEOPLE ACTIVELY GOING OUT INTO THE WORLD AND MAKING INNOCENT PEOPLE PAY FOR THE ENTITLEMENT ISSUES AND PAINS CAUSED BY OTHERS? PEOPLE SO FILLED WITH ANIMOSITY AND RAGE THAT THE TARGET IS OF NO IMPORTANCE. THE ONLY MATTER THAT COUNTS IS RANGE OF BLOODSHED AND NUMBER OF SHOTS FIRED.
I GUESS MY ENTIRE POINT HERE HAS BEEN TO SAY THAT I'VE SHOWN UP FOR A FUCKING LOT OF PEOPLE OVER MY LIFETIME... I AM STILL WAITING FOR ONE OF THEM TO SHOW UP FOR ME AS WELL...

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