Monday, September 16, 2013

A Girl Can Dream.


I just want to dance in D's fire. Soak myself in the sweat of his passion and pain. Insulate his embers while he rests and ignite the spark that sets it back on its path of greatness. I want to burn my eyes in the reflection of his gaze and I want to lie by his side warmed by the heat radiating from his resting soul. I want burns and scars that remind me of the moments I was a part of life and love and truly there... seen, heard, awakened by this attention. With marks to prove it happened long after it's been taken away.

I don't think it's going to happen though... D's pulling away and I guess I don't blame him, but I will miss him. I might even ache for him. At least I got a moment to bask in his crazy light. That's better than nothing at all. He awakened me to some degree and I thank him for that.


Forever Lyrics
from Welcome To The Cruel World

Not talkin' 'bout a year, no not three or four
I don't want that kind for forever in my life anymore
Forever always seems to be around when it begins
But forever never seems to be around when it ends

So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

People spend so much time, every single day
Runnin' 'round all over town, givin' their forever away
But no, not me, I won't let my forever roam
And now I hope I can find my forever a home

So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

Like a handless clock with numbers an infinite of time
No, not the forever found only in the mind
Forever always seems to be around when things begin
But forever never seems to be around when things end

So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

2 comments:

  1. I just want to dance in D's fire. Soak myself in the sweat of his passion and pain. Insulate his embers while he rests and ignite the spark that sets it back on its path of greatness. I want to burn my eyes in the reflection of his gaze and I want to lie by his side warmed by the heat radiating from his resting soul. I want burns and scars that remind me of the moments I was apart of life and love and truly there... seen, heard, awakened by this attention. With marks to prove it happened long after it's beentaken away. (I have to work o this. It's 3am and I just awoke with an immediate need to write something for/about him. Here it is until later when I wake and can really see and comprehend what I just wrote),

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  2. A PART not apart... BEEN TAKEN no edit for comments.

    I just want to dance in D's fire. Soak myself in the sweat of his passion and pain. Insulate his embers while he rests and ignite the spark that sets it back on its path of greatness. I want to burn my eyes in the reflection of his gaze and I want to lie by his side warmed by the heat radiating from his resting soul. I want burns and scars that remind me of the moments I was a part of life and love and truly there... seen, heard, awakened by this attention. With marks to prove it happened long after it's been taken away.

    I don't think it's going to happen though... D's pulling away and I guess I don't blame him, but I will miss him. I might even ache for him. At least I got a moment to bask in his crazy light. That's better than nothing at all. He awakened me to some degree and I thank him for that.

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